Saturday, December 31, 2005
goodbye 2005.welcome 2006.
ask me if i haf been good.i think i havent.i have been grappling throughout the year though.with truck of shit loads.but then again,2005 haf been a great year all along.there are many things that i learnt,discover,found and did.2005:ive found the best man a girl wud ever need- Imran.ive found the best mates- Huda & ijahive found the best food lover-cum-bestie.. Sriand yeah.thats about it.2006 is coming through.everything will change and im excited.haha.my resolution would be....stop being a bummer and go tuition.to at least study thrice a week.(i dont see it coming.wadeva.)im equally nervous about taking my O's in 2006.its too early for me.honestly.i wont do well.hmm.that doesnt matter.what matters most is leaving damai the school of fuckers and go to temasek poly! yeaa.im gonna make it happen.Hospitality & tourism management will be my choice!(Food Sciences will be adequate too) hmm...shites.problems.struggles.cries.then again.2005 will always be a momento.goodbye 2005.welcome 2006.
2005 holiday.
back from Genting,Kl,Port Dickson.
Let the pictures say it all.
Saturday, December 17, 2005
plotting trends.
somehow, i am aware that repeated words and ideas is not enough. When you say something, try not to repeat it. When you make mistakes, try not to repeat it. The next step should be to analyse whether there has been a change in the value of the repeated words or repeated attitude. i trully understand our situation imran, and i admitted i am in the wrong.changes can take place through character development.i believe.and i think i am capable of changing.[[on certain issues, people have to agree to agree.you keep telling him constantly that you love him but then, you ignore his feelings and treat it carelessly.]] *this is wher i go wrong*Imran : you dont know what to believe, i said i love you yet,my actions speak otherwise.at a point of time,u mite think dat way baby.ryte? i feel for you.and i am sorry.imagine what would happen if we brought up a child by telling them one minute we loved them and the next minute, we smack them. they wouldnt know what to believe and how to trust that anything we said was true.Iza, its all about body love and confidence.total body love and confidence are about every different part of you backing the others up so that you literally walk your talk, live your dreams, speak your truth and express your needs.this post means alot to me.i am sorry imran for the many pains i caused.i am sure i wud be able to walk my talk,live my dreams,speak my truth and express my needs.i hope things wud get better between us.the change in me made a huge impact on us.i realise that.and i am terribly sorry.like the rugby match i watched yesterday. the PAST and the PRESENT.i can list down the comparisons between them their temperament. and their freaking body shape.haha.the most obvious among all.i am sure YOU can list down the difference between the PAST IZA and the PRESENT IZA wich u don like. many preferred the old iza. i trully fathom the reason why u love the old iza very much. Kudos to Nurmarriza and our love life.my heart still beats for US.i love you.
Friday, December 09, 2005
okay.so i havent been blogging for a week.thank you all for tagging.i am gonna miss you babe!bawak balek bende untuk kiter tau!Mondayhad my first tuition for the month.all was fine.studied physics.hmm.my tutor tryna boost my confidence i tink becoz shes been advicing me on bof lessons.monday and wednesday.heh. imran fetch me and i insisted on accompanying him to get a job.so he insisted that i cant go.it was disappointing but then again.give him some space.hee.Tuesday.out wif Hun and my cousins.i guess it went pretty well.the photos.gosh.*blurp* and the nite time.hurhur.WELL SPENT.i love you Hun.*many many kisses*Wednesday.out wif Sri.*coolness* haha.the things we do are just between me and you. nahh. basically had lotsa fun and like double trouble.hee.i cried.gosh.susa laa nk lepaskn kau.haha! especially when yur off to melbourne for 13 days.haiyo.sedih nyer.takec are yea.i am gonna miss you! muah!Thursday.off to Fatimah's house at Sembawang.family comittee members stuff.did the nametag.all thanks to kak baby. planned for the upcoming chalet events barbecue and stuffs.the games luks interesting.kak huda has a problem calling some relatives.*winks* hee.since its so far and im super LAZY to go home mysef i slipover.hurhur.it was fun being squeeze like sardine by Syafiqah.haha.and since we cant slip,we had this eye game.haha.she freak out when i open my eyes big in the dark.*ghost of me*Friday.woke up by the sound of my fone.ishkk.my cuzin said he wasn to borow my cam.okayy.den cant slip.and fiqa and fat woke up.haha.the 3 of us were like sneezing all the way.the aircon is so cold.ishkk.wake up and watch sky high.great movie.had beef steak for bfast,yum yum.den chill2 for abit and get ready to go home.yayness! im home.today is quite a bad day i tink.many many bad news and Hun and i dont know whats gonna happen to us next.i am really sorry but i hope i havent been a burden to you.i love you.MIMI!!! take care aytes.i am gonna miss you alot.muahhh!
Thursday, December 01, 2005
im living my life.ONLY with my man.*Friends,they come and go*2 weeks mc for my mum.has brought us much much closer and as for her much much pokai.im happy that bof of us are cool ryte now.shes aredi starting to accept my kinda style.somehow she seems more understanding.*i think*and im starting to be much more patient with her than i olwaes am.wednesday.off to bugis wif mum.got a beach bag.cool.owel,she chose it for me and she pays for it.so i listen.hee.browse for shoes.tried lecoq sportif.white and gold.super nice but no size.raffles city tried anader lecoq shoe oso no size.*sheesh**sad*sad*go sakura for dinner.*oat prawns*yumyumthursdayoff to marina sq wif mummy.decided on pony.no size.so reserved one at suntec.off we went der.bought body shop loose powder.*poof* the person dint reserve for me.so went to marina sq back and get the display one.*ishk*today.clean my room.vacuum the house.*good girl*havent been meeting him for a week.i miss you.we are good children.we'v been stayong home for a week.i love you.
Sunday, November 27, 2005
Happy 8mthsary!
Friday.
towning til late nites.
suppose to catch a movie but there wasnt any available show.
instead we shopped.
Topman Lido.
bought him 2 tops.
black and green.*i love green*
i got mysef a top at topshop too.*green*hehe.
dint know wher to go so tought heading home will be the best thing to do.
suppose to transfer train at city hall.
and he thought of going to marina square.
it was too early to go home then.
i tink it was the first time i bought him crunchie just to make him smile.hah!
marina square is undergoing changes.hurhur.
replaced my white hairband to a green one.=)
rastafari is superbig.coolness.
lastly,i bought him anader puma top.
the one hes been asking for.
the salesman is such a freak.i guess he thought we were out of cash and dint bother to approach us.moreover,the shop was closing.haha.in the end we approached him for a new piece.haha.we do haf cash!
imran was super hapy once he got the top.*macdonald smile*
saturday.
Happy 8mthsary!
as planned.
watch a rugby match at Sentosa.
due to our "punstuality" the game has ended once we were about to reach.
bah.
fetched Hun at his place and off to Lido to exchange Hun's clothes.
on the way to MRT,we bought sushi! at tangs supermarket.
the journey to harbourfrount was super cool.
i love the NEL.hehehe.
and the "dirrty LiL secrets".thanks to him for making me smile the whole journey
ouh.and not forgetting the "izinkan".
reached harbourfront and i was pleading to tkae the cablecar instead of bus.hurhur.
in the end,we decided on BUS.
by the time we reached Sentosa and settled down,it was aredi 3+.
it took us forever to reached to a suitable place for us to settle down.super far.
in the end settle down bawah pokok depan laut.hahahaha.it was just US ther.
had our lunch.sponsored by Mr Mohamad Imran Fadzlan.
he cooked Fried Rice,Ayam masak merah,Nuggets & Fillets.
the surprising thing was.
he suggested we took pix for our food.we survived on that food the whole day.
haha.den we changed to anader port.there was red ants all over.
fussy us."semut hitam nmpk makanan jadi giler!"
must u exaggerate the phrase pa?
evrywher we sat he was like sindir2 yng semut tu nnt jadi giler klau kiter letak mknan kt situ.ishk!i know laa my malay is super BLUNT.
in the end settle down under a hut.bacer newpaper tgthr2.haha.i read faster than u do! bluekk!
movie slots at 735.Lido.Exorcism of Emily Rose!!
plead plead plead him to bring me.
in the end abt 6 we left Sentosa and off to Lido.
tix were sold out.the next slot was at 930.
disappointed giler.so chilled outside Lido.
saw huda,Fai,Hydil,Nadiah,Zareena.
while waiting for taufik to reply the msg.whether or not Hun can catch a 930 movie.
skit pe lmbt reply.in the end he said yes.i was so elated.
kaboom! tix selling fast.in the end seats da mcm aper.solo2.cudnt utter a single word knowing i cant watch the movie.
chill kat luar lido.and whoossh! i cried! stoopid siak.
Imran was super funny and he made me laugh.had crunchie again.
boom! i saw fie.freaky!!!!!!
headed to taka and we bof were silent.
im sorry yea? i smiled widely not becoz i was happy to meet him laa.haiyo.chill aytes?
Perlini Silver's rantai is much nicer.next time i buy for u der laa.instead if cineleisure ok?
there was toys fair! *excited*
he wanted to buy me the carebear limited edition.i tot it was a waste of money.
beli bende lain untuk i kan lagi mulia.=) *hinting*
off to heeren.dint get anything.
tankiu for twisting me around yur arms and make me luk like as if im drunk after u bought the root beer that luk like as if its an alcoholic drink.tipu seyy.
i told him i feel like eating the strawberry dip in choc.
taadaa! as we were walking we saw a boothe selling fruits wher u can dip it into a FOUNTAIN of choc yurself.super cool.buy 2 get 1 free.rock melon and strawberry and we got free marshmallows.yum yum! belgian chocolate thats why expensive.haha.NOT MY MONEY.
*bluekkk*
headed home by bus.the trip home was great except for the irritating matrep and minahrep couple.yikes! hate them.
enjoyed the chocs in the bus.yummy!!
Friday, November 25, 2005
Super Long.
been goin thru lotsa things but erm..i cant remember..hurhur..
19 Nov.
i think it started off today.
ya ya true.haha.kk.
met imran and off to lido to mit his frens.
ont he way ther.woohoo! imran said i was pretty.
maner tak nye.fork out 20 bux for a darn skirt.
(actually lawa la jugak kan?)
*macdonald smile*
so we were late.were we? haha.
did nothing much.
search for my bday present which huda ask me to chus.
havent decided on anything just yet.erm.not to soon.haha.
enjoyed the last bit of it at esplanade and the trip back home in MRT.
left arnd 1030.
MRT=public nuisance
haha.too much laughter brought tears into my eyes.
it was never easy to say goodbye hun.
20 Nov.
met my fellow relatives at expo.
Goodness Gracious.i love batrisyia.
hahahahahaha.*popcorn & the balloons bebeh*
off to suntec to buy a new fone!
for a phone,4 fams haf to follow.
hurhur.cool cool.
the coolest thing is.
i haf a fone in my room!
pros: i can use it anytyme i want.
cons: it distubs me while im sleeping!
CONFIRMED.
holiday at KL.finally! S.H.O.P
"yng enjoy pmpn2 je ah.shopping"
my dad told me that! woohoo! kire mcm green lite ah dpt shopping.*goodies*
looking forward to go Genting.
the last tyme i when was like years ago.
when my late uncle stil lives.
*cold*cold*i wnat go by train!!
i heard mum said we will go by train while cik Jo's family wil go by car.hmm.
that is SUPER COOL.
21 Nov.
*kaboom*
receif news.bloody fucker.
so much for trusting you girl.somehow i know ure gonna read ths but i dont think u know who i am referring to.i dont quite say what u tink i did.many many things i can do rather than bitching bout yur life.consisting of yur studies and yur BGR.ouh and the way you dress.
*yikes!*
i so don care bout beauty.well.inner beauty plays the most important part.
i will never look up on you again.i shall do my own thing.
on top of that,got scolded by my mum about this bloody shyt.
i can understand how mum feels.forget it mum.
dad says i shud just give it my best and ignore whatevers happening.yeaa man.
let my O's be the judge.
off to jB wif my fam.
dad got 4 days MC for having sore eyes.
22 Nov.
went ICA.haha.identification card.met aslam der.*bluek*
tkbleh extent passport.haha.
embarked on frevasizztarnized photo album.
yay! i haf my own foto album of my besties 2005.
*memories* 23 Nov.congrats darl! haha.turn out to be the champs for the rugby comp!woohoo! i love you! muacks!i wudnt wanna go support you.im lucky i dint.or u'd haf hugged me when yur covered wif mud.haha.proud of you sweetie.the last glory for bedok south? hmm.hehe..
24 Nov.
towning wif my fam.
took pictures wif christmas lightings! yay!
bday bash wif sri pics..
Saturday, November 19, 2005
Nonetheless...i Love You..
huda wished me yesterday!! tankiuk! Fiqa did too earlier this morning..heheheheh...miting hun later arnd 5.missing him.*sobs*sobs*miting his dear friends then.im not looking forward to them.but im looking forward to him.*pray*pray*u must be selected for the beach rugby aytes.star player of Northern Knights katekan.26th i go support you at Sentosa okay?*habba*habba*beach....here i come..wee!~
random pictures.